The beginning..

Life always has a way to throw new roads in your path after you finally decided which one to take. As a young child I always had a problem with making decisions. If my mom hadn't given me time limits I would've sit in the toy aisle all day to decide on which toy to buy. This time last year I had finally made a break through with this flaw I had and made some life decisions! Even though I was suppose to be starting my last year of college, I was only half way done. (Declaring a major determines your life!) I was presented with my own grown up time limit situation; my boyfriend of 4 years asked me to marry him. This ment I couldn't keep dwindling my life away as a college student. He wanted me to finish college so we could start our life together where ever the Marine Corp takes us. How could I not say yes?! We had made it thus far with a 3 year separation and a lifetime together just sounded like our own fairytale! I was on a mission.. the next two years I was going to enjoy my last two years as a child with my two best friends, finishing me degree to be an RN, and work at my favorite place in the world a gymnastics academy!

Now let's fast forward to March 2009.. After worrying all weekend about being late, I decided to take a pregnancy test. I don't think I really had to pee on the stick.. I had a gut feeling I would already know the result but for my reassurance and mostly for my fiance's reassurance I spent the money to get one. Within those few precious moments my life changed... I no longer had that 2 year time limit of ultimately making up my mind. I did say I made a break through.. wasn't quite over conquering my flaw. I wasn't ready to give up my care free life of very limited adult responsibilites. My two amazing friends where here, my awesome kids that I coach, and the only place I had lived in and known. Maybe this was what I needed. A two year time limit was a crutch, life butt in and gave me a few days!